Lonely Boy

I feel extremly lonely this few days at home with my family expecially I'm not very ''friendly'' and close with my mum. I don't understand why she must be so angry all the time eventhought that I didn't have done anything wrong or make her angry and sometimes eventhought a little small thing she'll have to scream and shouted at us for not doing something that let her feel happy. I feel totally fardup with her already now no more any emotion talking with her anymore and I still have a kind of feeling that she's not really like a real mother at all in the past memory inmy mind at the past she can be so kind and pation but now this few years she became more and more easily to be angry that to scold us well I know the reason that she's having a pressure with her businness but I don't understand why should she fastrated this anger to us while she's having some unhappy things with her businness. The person that let me really feel a love by a mother is my aunt that had been taking care of me since when I was still a boy.