Should I continue it ?

Should I continue it?

Seems this evening,I keep on asking myself with this question? When I attend my music lesson this evening around 4.00 o'clock. M music teacher had comment about me when I finished my violin performance to him. ''Bryan, you still had a lot of things need to be improve or not I can't help you.'' When I heard him with this word, I feel like my tears were like garbling in my eyes. Seems this few weeks,I had put lest time in practicing my violin. My violin examination is going to reach but I'm still being like that. How can I perform in front of the judge?

Until now, I still keep on asking myself should I continue learning this instrument? My feelings are now totally sad and full of question marks. I wonder in the next few days, did I still having the determine to practice my violin and how would I explain to my teacher in the next saturday seems I had make a promise to him that I would do better in the following week before the violin examination begins. Now I had find out that in this kind of things happen the more that I'll have to determine. This week, I think I'm going to be mad and busy because besides my school work I still need to spend more time on my violin practice.

I have to memories all the songs, scale and the symbols that the judge will ask me what the meaning for. Oh my god! Is this a time for me to challenge my limit of memorizing those things! I had accept this challenge and I believe I could do it to prove that if those musician can do it why I can't. At last, I appreciate to everyone of you that had visited my blog and read it. You guys are amazing and you guys are actually the reason why I'm keep on writing the blog to improve myself.

I'll still writing soon if I can have the time to write this blog in the following week even though I might be busy. Hope to see you guys soon and once again thank you! You guys are my miracle and my shoulder. Much appreciate it !